Crimson
You look up and shall see
A crimson sky all bright red and bloody
But yet to you it's comforting in some way
Insanity isn't a question and suffering isn't an answer we must all do something
Help me...drowning in endless pain
I look up to you only to be kicked back once again
Never again I shall see you dead once more
...goodbye
What If?
I lay back and dream about what if's
What if I was able to do that one move to save the game
What if I could have been faster or stronger and that one person
What if I could have...
What if I maybe...
what if just that one time...
I sit up and realize what if's won't help me now it's
Torn
You push and pull me about
You tell me you're sorry but you didn't realize
You have torn me in two
You tell me you won't make me choose
It hurts this feeling
Now that I am torn in two I no longer have to choose
My heart will ache either way...
You my best friend...
And you my lover...
I cannot choose
I'm sorry
Your Angel
Snow white wings,
You treat me like an angel,
Like you think I'm perfect,
That I could never betray you as they have,
Simply because I haven't yet.
Spread across the sky,
If i fall will i become a demon?
Were all those that once betrayed you once amgels too?
Lift the heart,
What will happen if I lose control?
If my human frality shows through,
When my strength fails you,
If I react in anger,
I'm only human.
Of one trapped below,
If i fall, Will i become a demon?
Were those who betrayed you once angels too?
Scarlet runs over white down,
It is innevietable that eventually I must fall
I can't hold perfection foreve
Dante
Do you know how much I've done for you?
The thousands of tears I've shed?
You used to call me you're little angel and you were my god
You made each of my days shine bright,
Until one day you decided that your little angel wasn't worth it, nothing was
So you called me late at night
And told me you didn't love me
I cry and beg you not to as you tell me it's all going to end under this single knife blade
I hear you drop to the floor
And stand at the sidelines sobbing
As they tell me it's too late
I scream and cry "No it can't be like this!It was supposed to be our little fairytale!"
But this fairytale ends with the death of
Pain
Can you see the pain etched in my heart no but I'll show you my pain
I'll paint it on my wrist with a twist and as I watch the crimson tears fall I think back to when I met you
As I fall into the blackness I remember that all this pain was because of you..I'd forgiven you awhile ago but the pain remained,
Now I'll be free so blissfully free I think as my eyes close a small smile on my face
Little
As a little girl I sat in the darkness small and scared...
As a woman I still sit in the darkness more wary than scared...
Then I see you wrapped in light I became scared again yet you treated me with kindness slowly coaxing me into the
Emotions
People say emotions are what makes us human
But why do we lash out in anger? Like an animal would,
We cry out in pain as an animal would
We are so similar to the animals the only thing that seperates us is,
We have set our minds that we are different
we believe that we can control our emotions
When you watch a mother and daughter try to rip each other apart can you control the disgust you feel?make it stop,
Please Make It Stop!!...
As i write this I cry because I'm truly an animal and can't control it...
Can you?...